The Holistic Empath

I have tried my best to think things though in what I need to do, my calling.  I have been in school for a while trying to get a degree only to feel that I am going no where.  Yes, it would be great to have a degree in something but it should really consist of something I truly want to do.

With that aside, I have been concentrating on my Reiki and realized that IS my true calling, along with my other potential abilities.  Reiki appears to be what I am meant to do, and meant to start thinking hard about it.  Ever since I used it on my son when he was on his death bed, I have been thinking about it.  Even though I did not cure him I was able to help him little by little as I laid my hands on him and felt the warmth and energy flow out of my body into his little body.  It made me feel that even though I could not physically see it, I WAS making a difference.

I also realized that I was getting a non-wanting degree in fear of what others would think when in reality I have always wanted to get a degree that involved my spirituality.  I have always been analytical, questioning why things are done the way they are, why people do what they do, etc.  I finally realized that if I intend on getting a degree, I should do philosophy which helps in my spirituality and in my way of thinking. 

With the stars being currently out of line I have felt the spinning and confusion in my mind.  I have been everywhere at once and felt as though I could jump out of my skin.  With that being said, I can feel things changes for the better and I can’t wait to progress on.

I now plan on meditating if I can as well as look at colleges.

Namaste