The Holistic Empath

What’s intriguing about what I have realized I am capable of is meeting new people, both living and in spirit. Being I am unable to ‘listen’ at this current time, my friend J is my ‘go to’ girl and is MY vessel in talking with spirit until I am able to. She is learning as well as me so it’s great to have someone to learn new things with. She said night before last that every time it is like the first time when they speak. I am hearing the often time piercing ringing in the ears.

Throughout our time, interesting things have happened. I have been able to speak to my G’dad who is VERY picky with who he talks to. He was never one to BELIEVE in the afterlife until he became one. He was a trickster and has done many funny things to my friends who he has spoken with. I have also managed to meet someone who WAS g’dad guide and stepped in one night when g’dad was trying to tell J something, then someone was behind him trying to tell the same thing then she jumped in saying, ‘Look guys, you are telling it wrong’ and pretty much took over. Since then, she has been the strongest spirit.

Other spirits include:

My CH’s sister who seems to want ALL the attention was very arrogant and ‘look at me’ attitude, which she was in life as well.

One of J’s old friends and mine who didn’t realize how ‘cool’ I was and keeps an eye on my son.

Another little girl named Amanda. At first she was speaking of being MY guide for the fact of me being so hyper, an older person would not be able to keep up so they put a 9 yr old with me. Then, after my current guide (who I will explain in a moment) apparently took her place and is now without a living being yet resides watching over my son which I have NO problem with. I hope, being I am beginning to know her, she will be his guide when he gets older, maybe even his ‘imaginary friend’.

Now on to my current and strongest guide Denise. When she stepped in, she was on the other ear of the other spirits (left side) of J and she stated she was in it for me. She is the main guide for me. I asked. She is very feisty, cocky, smart ass everything that I am, like and need to hear in order to pay attention.

I asked many question that I got answers that I really subconsciously already knew. My 3^rd eye had been color blind for a while now and I did not know why. She did tell me that because I want to be different I did it to myself which I find hilarious but true. I also found out that I am more powerful then I will ever realize which is hard to believe since I doubt myself so much but I am sure I will prove myself in time.

I’m still searching so we will see….More to come

L&L